Sometimes people need a fresh start in life. I feel like this is one of those times for me. I'm stuck in life and I can't get going. Particularly in the area that's very dear to me, ballet. I long to be challenged, to do something bigger than myself, and to grow. I want to make it in this hard world. If it wasn't hard then it wouldn't be worth nearly as much. I want to move on from where I am to something bigger. I'm ready, I know I am.
That may sound arrogant but it's not. It's only common sense that I should increase the level of difficulty once I can capably handle what I already have. That's the only way I could ever hope to get better. Hopefully, tomorrow will be the start of that process.
I'm trying out a new studio that might eventually lead me to what I'm looking for. I will explain more once I get a better feel for it and I see if things work out. I'm very excited and I have high hopes, although I'm being careful not to be to sure it will be the right place because I don't want to be disappointed if it's not. I can't wait until I see how things unfold.